I’m so close, but these final chapters are so intense I have to take more breaks than usual. I’ve never delved this deeply into the psyche of someone with severe mental illness, and some of the research is intense. I spent a day listening to schizophrenia simulations and they caused difficulty in concentrating on the plot. Another character (in Lullaby of the Dead), was afflicted, but did not require the deep dive I’m doing now. My respect for people living with the disease has skyrocketed.
I’m also battling with empathy for a character who has committed horrific acts. The backstory (referred to as death visions in the Opus of the Dead series) is full of his personal demons, making it difficult for me to know where to land. But in the end, I’m focusing on squishing personal bias and allowing this character to take life organically.
Thanks to all of you who have waited so patiently. Know I’m giving it my all. It won’t be long now.
I’m also battling with empathy for a character who has committed horrific acts. The backstory (referred to as death visions in the Opus of the Dead series) is full of his personal demons, making it difficult for me to know where to land. But in the end, I’m focusing on squishing personal bias and allowing this character to take life organically.
Thanks to all of you who have waited so patiently. Know I’m giving it my all. It won’t be long now.
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